Never Enough

I think we ALL have areas that need some growing but I think my weakest area has always been FEELINGS OF NEVER BEING ENOUGH.....

Let me explain, I was envious & super jealous of other peoples success. I know... Total B move right!?!? Now I see that when I was envious and jealous I was NOT looking internal for happiness. It was all external. I struggled with this for years....So, Why was it I wasn't happy and what could I do to not feel so worthless? I decided to deep dive into personal growth. And the biggest change happened when I realized that all these feelings of negative can be overwritten by ACTIONS of gratitude & CHOOSING to do something POSITIVE instead of feed into the hate, gossip & envy. Happiness, love & gratitude is WITHIN me & you. If we want to see positive, it's there. If we want to see negative, we see negative. We have to start THINKING THANKFUL but also SHOWING it. "Less talking, more DOING" as they say. 

So what was I seeing when I saw others success? I was seeing what I didn't have. So instead of compare, I needed to be grateful for what I ALREADY had & then use their story as INSPIRATION to become better. 

If you ever find your struggle is the same as mine just know that not everything is as it seems. We ALL have weak & strong areas of our life. The best way to become happier is to BE happier. And yes it's a choice. It ALWAYS is a choice. When you are positive happy & giving through actions then your feelings of comparison & worthlessness start to fade. There's not enough room for negative when you decide to become a better person. 

So write that "I'm sorry" message to someone. Call up someone you love & TELL THEM you love them. Do something good for those around you. Ya know the 5 love languages? 💜Quality time💜Touch💜Acts of service💜words of encouragement & 💜gifts? What can YOU do to show others gratefulness with one of those languages? 

Remember, when you fill another persons cup you are at the same time filling yours because people are meant to help people. When you give someone light from your candle it does not dim yours. Everyone can grow but it starts with the desicion to do better & to act on it everyday. 💕