The Path
Sometimes the path to your destination is not straight. And when I say "sometimes" I mean 99% of the time.
Along the way your head will fight with your heart and at those times you will make desicions based in fear and logic rather than in love and faith.
I don't have the right answer for you, but one thing I DO know is to stay curious and ask yourself DAILY if the desicions you make are from your heart or your head.
I've had to deal with this a lot over the last 8 years because while I've heard over and over that you shouldn't be a close friend to your clients and team mates because you are their Coach.....but you know what!?
I'd rather love and lose than to never have loved at all. So while I've closed myself off in the past to protect my heart I realize I was only protecting my own ego, and for that I'm sorry.
I want to be a friend FIRST to everyone in my circle. A friend that listens without trying to offer a solution every time. A friend that you know will be there without judgement. A friend that doesn't care about your past because she knows she's also made mistakes. A friend that loves you.
That's who I want to be FIRST. I'm a Coach & fitness instructor second.
I'm learning to be kinder to others and to myself daily. It took me awhile to get here & pushing myself to dig deep into WHY I do what I do is not always easy, but it's ALWAYS worth it.
I hope this day finds you well and you seek answers from faith & love also in whatever struggles you are facing today.