Failed But Not Failure

Yo, I FAIL...everyday & I realize YOU need to see it too. So, this morning I woke up to losing one of my "ranks" which unless you are in the Network marketing world you might not know what that means, so imagine being "de-moted" and a little bit of a pay decrease.

Is it because I'm a BAD Coach?
No.

Is it because I should have worked harder?
No.

Is it because I missed a workout?
No.

So WHY did this happen!?...Imma tell ya...

There are A LOT of things in this business that I CAN control, but it's not ALL in my control (what job is!?)....& I've learned (over the years) to accept that.

No blame is given and no victim mentality here. I do not live my life in comparison anymore. This business has taught me that.

Some will stay, some will go. What I can be is a friend and create a space for ALL to be successful, but at the end of the day it's our INDEPENDENT decisions that lead us to where we end up.

Yes there will be bumps in the road but OVERALL... am I thankful for this Online Job!?!!

HECK.TO.THE.YES.

As a matter of fact my paycheck was actually what I was AIMIMG for just a year ago...now it's a "low" week for me...what!?!? Yo... I'm not a number or a rank, or even an employee!!! Jeez Sarah, remember where you came from!!!

So yea, I remind myself of this freedom this business has given me...and "given" to me ONLY because I decide to show up. Be resilient. Learn from my mistakes & share my journey. All of which I CAN control. So that's what I'm gonna do.

Don't get me wrong, this biz takes work, and Wayyyy more mindset/emotional work that I thought, but the greater the struggle the greater the reward. And I'm not just talking $$$. I'm talking confidence, forgiveness, hope and love for myself & others from an opportunity that didn't even exist not that long ago!

Anyhow...that's where I'm at today and wanted to share. No, I'm NOT a bajillionaire, quadruple Harry Potter Status Platinum Executive...whatever ya wanna call it.

I'm Sarah. I'm happy, grateful & I'm proud of how far I've come. And that's what truly matters MOST to me. #selfacceptance #selflove #iamproud